August 18, 2006

back in action.

i am back in phursatgunj, nothing has changed in last week. everything is as it is when i left phursatgunj. same kalubhai, same laries, same people, same same same.....
how things can change in phursatgunj?
i imagine how wonderful it is to be here and be at ease. sitting silently, doing nothing, tea and cigarettes. dont care whether grass grows or not. just dropped umesh at fortune, he will be unavailable as he has to change his fortune and fortune's fortune. i am planning to write something tonight as i dont have anything to do for whole 8 hours. i am not a very creative man but surly will try my best to read and write something tonight as now i have a mammoth task ahead of me: laziness encyclopedia. i am obsessed with this new idea, lazicopedia. baba dont support it but i think i dont have anything to do so by doing nothing i can support nothing. now again i will sleep for days and hours as i dont even have money now, asusual. sleeping is divine and i fully understand how important it is to be in bed and at ease. baba support my idea as far as sleeping is concerned.
this AC is killing me, it is colder than siberia inside here in computer center. i love russia and especially siberia as it was the home of a crazy master gurjeff. i love it all. they say eastern europe is poor but poetic, but i think it is poor and pathetic. haha. hopeless baba + poor and pathetic friends in siberia + guru like gurjeff = madhouse unlimited.
anyway as i am tired of travelling i feel dizzy now. still i will try to do something creative tonight as i was ready oshotimes and there was an article about being creative. as osho says whatever you do whether a good or bad if it comes out of your totality (totally lazy) it is creative. i now will follow his words blindly and will right a poem tonight, this is my final decission and will post the poem here before 4 in the morning, that is for sure. be ready josh, i will give you a run for your art of creating something which is you think is a master piece of poetty. ( dont take it seriously, take it sincerely).
i think i should write a poem about laziness and how creative the laziness is.
a good topic to begin with as i am search about laziness for last so many days and my mind is full of crazy and lazy ideas i will surly be able to write a poem, atleast on laziness. i will read khalil for 3 hours and will try to get inspired from him. ( which is virtually and practically impossible for a poor soul like me.)
i also am planning to read glimpses of world history by our late prime minister pandit nehru, especially what he wrote about genghis khan. ( there are 1000 spellings of that word: changis khan) i read that article or rather letter once before 3 months and i dont know why he is so much impressed with changish khan? may be he is very feminine and opposite attracts. he was a very cultured and educated man by the ways of world, and how could he love a barbarian like ghangish khan? i dont know. will read that letter again tonight for 100 times and will try to find out why and also will tell you people also. ( i dont care whether you are interested or not, it is just a timepass for me. and for you people too. reading you know.)
i have collection of more than 100 e-books now and will try to read them all this few months. i am about to finish the world is flat, a good work of journalism but not as good as i initially thought it is. very informative though. they dont know this world is flat for indians for 5000 years and they even dont care whether it is flat or round or a cube or some crazy parabolic shapes i have studied in planner geometry during my college years.
kharchoo just SOSed me and says that he is desperate now and will call me in the evening after 11 p.m. he thinks it is high time now, searching job without any luck he is fustrated. i think all geniuses down the centuries have this problem. people dont understand their talent and can not see their vision. he surly is ahead of his time and age. he is a kind of man, i think, who can force both gandhi and gates to feel like pawns on a chess board. sex. great is a very small word for such a great soul like him. good luck.
okey see you people at 4 in the morning, bye bye.
long live laziness, long live brotherhood.

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