good morning

it is almost 4 p.m. here and for last one hour i am trying to upload images from my computer to this site but again with little success just like in the night. this airtel GPRS connection is not working as it should work. i have so many things to do now and i can not waste my time in doing things like this. i have to sleep again that is the most important work i have to finish before 8 p.m. in the noon. sun came out today.it is little bit hot outside my room so i will prefer to stay inside till 7 30 p.m.. moisture in the air is calcining now, and air is even thin and suffocating inside our sardarnagar kholi. i keep all the doors and windows closed to save me from sunlight, so air inside is really suffocating after few hours of smoking now. i just have to stand up and open the door so that i can feel a little bit relaxed. i am cajoled. i dont blame meteorological department of india for what ever happened in gujarat and other states of india in last one month. it is not easy to decipher natures code and come to a conclusion that it will be rain or no rain. it is just a matter of luck that there were heavy rains in gujarat. nature's coding is really very complex and beyond the understanding of human mind. so dont we hope that the super computers can solve the complex problems related with the atmosphere and can give us the accurate data that we some day will be able to predict nature. that is impossible. i dont have much knowledge of how meteorological departments works world over but i thnk they work with little success. what katrina did to america was not very much different from what is happening in india, it is difficult to judge what mother nature has in her womb for the present and the future.
today i have realised again that how difficult it is to type with one hand only. i just lit a cigarette. last few days i am reading krishnamurti online and i think he is good as far as philosophy is concerned, but not beyond. he can be our trump card in the world of philosophy, he is only known philosopher india has produced in recent past. as it is very hot inside this room i should hybernate my self as soon as possible. see you in the night. bye bye.